In The Darkness. (I Had a Friend.)

In the Darkness.
(I had a friend.)
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its funny how 
angels walk on 
eggshells in my 
footsteps wake; 
looking for another
soul to steal... 
some heart to mend. 
(or mind to break). 

In the darkness 
i had a friend, 
whom i betrayed 
for a goddess who 
makes rainbows 
of the moon.,..
He spoke often of 
Loves Grim End. 
(and assured 
it would be coming 
soon.) 

Yet as I sit here 
lost and lonely, 
feeling like the 
one and only; 
i think fondly of her 
restless smile, ..
(which seems to
own me)
that sad, uncertain 
glimmer full 
of doubt and self 
denial!... 
and nothing 
matters but the
 now.!!
(which will surely 
feel like eternity 
in a while.) 

J.S.H.