Wednesday, November 18, 2020

Covid Kisses

 

Covid Kisses

+++++++++++++


mmm..


Covid Kisses in the 

Dark;


shit..

My Mask is Leaking.


How long before 

She 

suffocates 

My Heart?!


(Soon The 

Dead

will

All Be Speaking.)


+

There's Angels 

In

The Corner Tweaking;


(Wary of 

the

Triple

Six.)



Father 

Grigori,


are 

You still 

Preaching?!


(tear down 

Your

Menstrual

Crucifix.)

 +++

Mmm...


The Hell 

Bring

must be The 

Cure;


The..


Answer

To

Demonic 

Prayers.


The Pain You

Crave

but can't endure!


(A

Ghost of Life 

You

Meet in Nightmares.)


+


Covid Kisses 

in

The Light.


Will

The Heavens erase

Me?


It's funny how

We

Beg for Sight!


(Yet hide from

Truths

All Others See.)


J.Stephen.H.






Sunday, May 31, 2020

The lovely corpses

The Lovely
Corpses.
+++++++++++++

I picked you
Pretty Flowers
Today,

(see my love?
I told you I would
Kill For You.)

and you went
to work immediately...

pressing their lovely
petaled corpses into
your favorite book of
Verses.

(written by one of many
Versions of the Monster
I call "Me.")

Then you smiled your
Prettiest Raven Smile
that let me know...shits
gonna be ok.

(if not forever, at least
Temporarily.)

+

Words like forever never
meant much from the
perspective of an immortal
Being;

but as the mortal "I " (who
Loves you Dearly) it is the
Most Sacred Vision that my
Dying Eyes Could Ever Hope
To See!!

(and YOU my Flayme are
The only sight in Life I deem
worth Seeing.)

+

So...

Paint me pretty pictures
My Heart...

and
Resurrect Those Lovely
Corpses
so their Deaths Are Not
in vain!!!

Till Our Love Becomes
A
Challenge To The Dark!!

(which shall someday
rid The Soul
Of All It's Pain.)

J.Stephen.GodamnFuckin.H.






Saturday, May 30, 2020

The night was bleak (but I knew thee love)

The night was bleak...
(But I knew thee love.)
+++++++++++++

The night was 
Bleak..

but I knew thee 
Love!

Sweet Angel
of 
HeaVens Mourning 

who
(without affection)
broke 

my heart's Grim 
Yoke!

+

And
What is 
This?

( you ask)

Penny 

For 
the 
Devil's
Break 
With 
Custom!!?


Come...!!

Let us breath the fiery
Air!

And dance like 
butterflies
till dead moons spring
to 
Life in eyes that 
never
Spoke!!

(while dreaming
endless
deaths.)

+

Twas easy to cast
the label "madness."

And strangle the infant of
My soul which sang 
The Tyrant Kings To Sleep!

But I am back now to
thus confess!!

How my love
breeds (in
thoughts)
Old secrets...

(The Dead 
shall
Never
Keep.)

J.stephen.H

Tuesday, July 9, 2019

love kills quicker

love kills quicker
+++++++++++++

I scratch the rope
Burns around my
Neck,

But the itch is still
There,

Torn between
"Life is A Bitch."

And:

"Better
Than
Nowhere."

Better livin through
Sobriety...?

sure .

Better way to eat
my daily nails

and
Hammer my head
Against

A wall of shame
No
Sane heart could

Endure.

(It's the worse
Version of a
Personal Hell.)

+

My love is
A
Scratch and

Sniff sticker
that
starts out rose
scented

only to become
Shit

2 seconds
Later.

thus I prefer
Liquor.

(since love
kills quicker.)





Thursday, March 15, 2018

that ancient midnight listener.

ThaT
AnCiEnT
mIdNiGhT
LisTeNeR.
++13++

Her Voice
was once
A
Whisper.

Because
She Feared
The Evil
One.

That Ancient
Midnight
Listener!

(Who Plots
His
Vengeance
On The Sun.)

+

I Exist
between
2-Shades of
Gray.

Searching for
A
Fading Light,

that shines Through
The
Cracks of Yesterday!

(though it's
often Eaten
By
Life's Parasites.)

+

But is
There More
(Within This
MyTh)
To See?

Than Horror
Films
which Play
In
Memory?

And what
Else
Could I Be?!!

(if Not
The Angels'
Enemy.)

+

Her
Voice
is
Now
A
Sacred
Rose.

Because
Her Soul
Transcended
The
Wicked
One.


Forgetting
A
Past of
SecreT
SoRRowS!!

(and
Reuniting
With
The Sun.)

j.stephen.h.

Friday, March 9, 2018

for i walk this valley of discord

For I Walk This
Valley of Discord.
+++++++++++++++
Oh,

"lead me to A Mountain
Lord,
so I may Sing your Praise!"

"For i WalK
This
Valley of Discord!"

(and Waste
My Fruitless Days.)

"I want to Hear Your
Angels
Speak Unto My Restless
Heart,

and
strengthen everything
grown weak!"

(Within
This
Soul Turned
Dark.)

"oh,

Lead me To
A
Mountain Lord, so
I
May Sing Your
Praise!"

"For In This
Valley
of Discord,

The Devil Rules
My Days!!""

(amen?)

j.stephen.h.

for my beloved friend/aunt
Shelly Thompson Davis.

(hebrews 13:2)



Wednesday, March 7, 2018

Heart-Break Face


Her Face
Spelled
Heart-Break
that was
beggin for
A Kiss.

and,

God Damn
This Hell
We Make!

(for the sake
of
temporal bliss.)

you really broke
me love

you really broke
me;

(he said)

but now i've
mended, and
am
back for more!

break me love
break me!

(destroy me 1,000
times worse than you
ever did
before.)

j.s.h.